getting some really negative vibes about this trip suddenly. like people are unhappy. feel like im getting the cold shoulder from some people. i won’t hesitate to take a flight straight home if this is how it’s going to be. i’ve dealt with far too much to have this trip happen. from busting my ass through school to meet the standards of my folks, to the constant scrutiny and partronizing they’ve done. the trip planning. the money saving I’ve had to do for this trip. i’ve looked forward to this for months because it’sthe highlight of my summer.literally. i don’t do much at all. i don’t do anything. i don’t ever leave this stupid house and this is literally the biggest breather for me because i get to see the people i love for ONCE. i get to put my troubles out to the side for a little while and just enjoy myself. i won’t be alone. i won’t be bothered. just come on. lol like can one thing go right?

getting some really negative vibes about this trip suddenly. like people are unhappy. feel like im getting the cold shoulder from some people. i won’t hesitate to take a flight straight home if this is how it’s going to be. i’ve dealt with far too much to have this trip happen. from busting my ass through school to meet the standards of my folks, to the constant scrutiny and partronizing they’ve done. the trip planning. the money saving I’ve had to do for this trip. i’ve looked forward to this for months because it’sthe highlight of my summer.literally. i don’t do much at all. i don’t do anything. i don’t ever leave this stupid house and this is literally the biggest breather for me because i get to see the people i love for ONCE. i get to put my troubles out to the side for a little while and just enjoy myself. i won’t be alone. i won’t be bothered. just come on. lol like can one thing go right?

11 months ago
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    ;A;
  4. ask-cottonfluff said: Aw :C The bronycon trip? I’m sure those vibes will pass once you get there and get to be around your friends. Wish I was going so I could try and cheer you up ;w; Anyway, I’m sure it’s probably just post-trip anxiety.
  5. no-bark reblogged this from hootaloo and added:
    feel this really hard. stay strong, ash. i love you. ps. pepper is adorable.
  6. bennumonkey said: Don’t give up because of some people being butts, I’m sure there are plenty of cool ones that can make up for it o:
  7. hardestcopy said: dude just remember there are those of us who are fucking excited as hell to meet up with you and their other friends they’ll probably never get to hang out with again.
  8. fandangoamigo said: Con butterflies? I know trips to big events can make people nervous. Hope the con treats you better hon. :)
  9. slugbox said: I’m sure it will be a blast, Hoot! Go with the flow once you’re there! It’ll be awesome.
  10. twotibsawhisker said: you need someone to talk to?
  11. beaststones said: Omg hoot please be happy your trip is gonna be amazing
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